I can't figure out how to make a post, so I'll post it here
This
is very gross and horrifying to me, but I didn't come here to kink
shame, I came here to share that this game has made me realize I love
this concept in a horror or action game, brcause you are so helpless
with insects, you have an insect in your cock and trying to get into
your urethra and there's not much you can do at that point,
realistically good luck grabbing a worm without crushing it or letting
it slip away or quickly go all the way inside in one go. Or with
spiders, you are outnumbered and it's horrifying. Insects are this
threat that unlike others, can do a lot of things to any part of your
body and you are helpless, and my love for this sort of thing increased further when I fell asleep (warning, gore)
I
was dreaming about this. I dreamt about a game where you play as a girl
waking up in a space ship being invaded, and it already crashed in the
middle of a city, most people dead already making things seem hopeless.
Colored graphics, 2d with sky camera, girl has pink hair, wears a dress,
and there's a sanity meter which was divided in half, the first half
being pink to white and the second half being gray to black. A bit of an
anime bit style, with a visual novel style at times. The girl has a
very optimistic, energetic, and innocent way to look at things. After
waking up she saw that a bunch of the soldiers were dead, with their
torso ripped apart, she realized the ship has been invaded while she was
unconscious, she said something along the lines of "I'll get whoever is
responsible for this!" in a heroic tone. She goes to the next room, and
finds 2 invaders which are like humanoid monsters fight a couple of
soldiers, but the soldiers are struggling because they can't shoot them
when they are right in front of them, and they are grabbing their guns. A
big worm comes out like a bullet, a straight shot towards the the mouth
of the soldier, the soldier couldn't do anything because of how fast
and strong it was, and the other soldier is quickly overwhelmed by the
strenght of the monster after being distracted, and falls to the ground
with the monster on top of them, the soldier can feel bites in all parts
of their body that the monster is touching. A big worm came out of the
monster and dug a hole in this person stomach, it laid eggs, which were
born very quickly making him bulge in his stomach, and the bites
stopped. The worms came out and started moving all around his body while
he made agonazing sounds, which quickly turned into helpless crying
sounds, somehow still alive. The other soldier who had a worm go through
his mouth was panicking, it took a few seconds until he felt strong
vibrations that shook his whole body, it made him vomit and have spams,
until he broke his backbone and bled from his mouth and eyes. He died
without being able to make much noise or ask for help. The girl stood
there shocked, this had an effect on her sanity, until the invaders
faced her and she came back to her senses and got ready to fight, this
time showing no sign of shock or fear. It turns out, she's a magical
girl and her powers are mostly short range, she used her staff and her
surroundings to beat them up, and she was so powerful she could push
them back and dismember their limbs just from blunt force, which they
didn't need to survive and they didn't bleed. This game kept on going
and it had some exploration, where you could get some one-use items and
some mana. The enemies were few and easy to beat for the girl. But
seeing so many bodies was taking a toll on her. It was not very long
until she saw a body from a boy she used to know, one arm spread to one
side and the other spread to another side, saliva on his mouth, eyes
lost looking up, missing thigh. It affected her sanity greatly, and all
she could say was "why...", which was different from her usual upbeat
dialogue. She always wore a smile on her face, ignorant of her
surroundings, and gave generic fighting dialogue. It was becoming
difficult to ignore the reality of her situation now, she had to think
about what happened of the others she knew and loved and if they faced
the same fate. She went through the next room with a less genuine smile,
there were enemies and she fought them with no fighting dialogue. The
more she progressed the more bodies she could find that were
recognizable, which further increased her sanity, but she started to
notice how for some of them it was common for them to have their
upperbody or their crotch and hips missing. "Is it all for this? no way"
as she progressed, she started to see party posters, that said
something like "the best cock and boobs, join the party now! At the
cockpit" With a picture of a upperbody and a torso, or sometimes only
one of them. She was starting to get angry as her sanity was close to
the middle section. In her next fight she said something like "I'll
destroy all of you perverts!", this time whenever a fight was over she
softly exhaled before moving on. This time she also stopped pretending
to smile or be optimistic, even though she still had energy in her and
didn't feel miserable. Eventually she reached the room right outside the
cockpit, where many of her friends were dead. Most of her close friends
were dead as well. Unlike the other rooms, this room looked like a
massacre. Intestines and small body parts covered the floor, smeared in
blood, there were multiple heads in the floor and multiple bodies spread
through it. Some had a broken neck. I saved the game. This one room had
screen that showed one of her friends wearing a leather bodysuit doing
suggestive poses, she looked lifeless and the screen said something like
"you get to use her!". Interacting with the bodies gets you more
insight into who each of these people were and how did they mean to her,
but it also increased the sanity meter. She was not mourning initially,
she was basically commentating on the bodies you interacted with, describing in few details their current states. She was about to breakdown with each interaction.
There was a trash can with many heads inside of it, when interacted with
she said "All for some dick and boobs...". I interacted with it again,
she saif something like "all of this madness just because you wanted
some cock, boobs, sex, and you don't care about anything else" I
accidentally made the sanity meter go past the middle section by doing
this, and she changed her appearance instantly in a ray of light, which
pushed the objects in her surrounding away. Now she had a skirt, short
black hair, and a work uniform. She had a serious and angry look now,
tired as well, and she looked more baddass. She didn't have a staff
anymore, but she still seemed very strong, I could tell by looking at
the knockback of the objects such as the bench when they are punched,
and she could make more combos, she seemed stronger in a way but more
reliant on her surroundings. She was a lot better when grabbing an
object or pushing it than it was before. I loaded my save because I
didn't mean to get her into that state, so now she has pink hair, a
dress, and a staff, and I moved on to the next room which was the party
at the cockpit. There was music, the room was dark with multicolored
lights coming from the top, there were a lot of monsters inside,
hundreds, but they all ignored her because they were so busy partying
and using the body parts in sexual manners. There was a band on the
stage which was at the end of the cockpit. It was a large cockpit. She
walked past all the monsters and ended in the center of it, to then
start speaking in a voice louder than the music which caused the music
to stop. She said "This is what it was all for!? Just some sex and drugs
and boobs and cock!? Why- I- there's so much more to life, it can't all
be this! Don't you realize we all have lives and..." She kept on going,
breaking down and ranting, as she was saying "we can still be friends
and make a powerful alliance, you can have all the sex you want and more
than this if you can stop killin-" there was a very strong sound of a
hit, as if someone was hit with metal, and a sudden black screen. Text
appeared that said that she was hit by a electric guitar, and lost
consciousness. There were no signs of her after. I loaded my save, back
to before she got into the cockpit, and interacted with all the bodies
multiple times to find all the dialogue. In the process she also changed
appearance again. I saw the windows and I was curious if you could
break them, because unlike other windows, on the other side of this
window you could see there were platforms you could stand on. So I threw
a plant into the window, then broke the other windows because I felt
like it, and I jumped in. When I jumped in, the game changed to 3d third
person perspective with a camera that follows behind, she had her own
3d model. There was loot outside, different from what the pink version
of her was getting. There were bullets, coins, and chocolate. You could
get on top of the roof of buildings, and a few buildings ahead you could
see grenades I could take. As I approached the grenades, the dream
ended and I woke up. I guess my brain crashed from the graphics.
I
know there are many holes, but remember, this was a dream so I feel
like there's not much I can do about it. I know people like bad ends for
example, and I know there are barely any insects doing sexual things.
Even
if this grosses me out, I want to follow the development of this game,
it's just the first time I had heard of something like this and I like
it. Usually when I find a fetish I dislike, I want to learn to like it, it's just something I like to do. I tried to like this,
but I can't, I just have too many bad memories about insects, if I
didn't have those memories I could probably enjoy it the same way many
people did.