Insectos monstruo y madoka magica

​I can't figure out how to make a post, so I'll post it here

This is very gross and horrifying to me, but I didn't come here to kink shame, I came here to share that this game has made me realize I love this concept in a horror or action game, brcause you are so helpless with insects, you have an insect in your cock and trying to get into your urethra and there's not much you can do at that point, realistically good luck grabbing a worm without crushing it or letting it slip away or quickly go all the way inside in one go. Or with spiders, you are outnumbered and it's horrifying. Insects are this threat that unlike others, can do a lot of things to any part of your body and you are helpless, and my love for this sort of thing increased further when I fell asleep (warning, gore)

I was dreaming about this. I dreamt about a game where you play as a girl waking up in a space ship being invaded, and it already crashed in the middle of a city, most people dead already making things seem hopeless. Colored graphics, 2d with sky camera, girl has pink hair, wears a dress, and there's a sanity meter which was divided in half, the first half being pink to white and the second half being gray to black. A bit of an anime bit style, with a visual novel style at times. The girl has a very optimistic, energetic, and innocent way to look at things. After waking up she saw that a bunch of the soldiers were dead, with their torso ripped apart, she realized the ship has been invaded while she was unconscious, she said something along the lines of "I'll get whoever is responsible for this!" in a heroic tone. She goes to the next room, and finds 2 invaders which are like humanoid monsters fight a couple of soldiers, but the soldiers are struggling because they can't shoot them when they are right in front of them, and they are grabbing their guns. A big worm comes out like a bullet, a straight shot towards the the mouth of the soldier, the soldier couldn't do anything because of how fast and strong it was, and the other soldier is quickly overwhelmed by the strenght of the monster after being distracted, and falls to the ground with the monster on top of them, the soldier can feel bites in all parts of their body that the monster is touching. A big worm came out of the monster and dug a hole in this person stomach, it laid eggs, which were born very quickly making him bulge in his stomach, and the bites stopped. The worms came out and started moving all around his body while he made agonazing sounds, which quickly turned into helpless crying sounds, somehow still alive. The other soldier who had a worm go through his mouth was panicking, it took a few seconds until he felt strong vibrations that shook his whole body, it made him vomit and have spams, until he broke his backbone and bled from his mouth and eyes. He died without being able to make much noise or ask for help. The girl stood there shocked, this had an effect on her sanity, until the invaders faced her and she came back to her senses and got ready to fight, this time showing no sign of shock or fear. It turns out, she's a magical girl and her powers are mostly short range, she used her staff and her surroundings to beat them up, and she was so powerful she could push them back and dismember their limbs just from blunt force, which they didn't need to survive and they didn't bleed. This game kept on going and it had some exploration, where you could get some one-use items and some mana. The enemies were few and easy to beat for the girl. But seeing so many bodies was taking a toll on her. It was not very long until she saw a body from a boy she used to know, one arm spread to one side and the other spread to another side, saliva on his mouth, eyes lost looking up, missing thigh. It affected her sanity greatly, and all she could say was "why...", which was different from her usual upbeat dialogue. She always wore a smile on her face, ignorant of her surroundings, and gave generic fighting dialogue. It was becoming difficult to ignore the reality of her situation now, she had to think about what happened of the others she knew and loved and if they faced the same fate. She went through the next room with a less genuine smile, there were enemies and she fought them with no fighting dialogue. The more she progressed the more bodies she could find that were recognizable, which further increased her sanity, but she started to notice how for some of them it was common for them to have their upperbody or their crotch and hips missing. "Is it all for this? no way" as she progressed, she started to see party posters, that said something like "the best cock and boobs, join the party now! At the cockpit" With a picture of a upperbody and a torso, or sometimes only one of them. She was starting to get angry as her sanity was close to the middle section. In her next fight she said something like "I'll destroy all of you perverts!", this time whenever a fight was over she softly exhaled before moving on. This time she also stopped pretending to smile or be optimistic, even though she still had energy in her and didn't feel miserable. Eventually she reached the room right outside the cockpit, where many of her friends were dead. Most of her close friends were dead as well. Unlike the other rooms, this room looked like a massacre. Intestines and small body parts covered the floor, smeared in blood, there were multiple heads in the floor and multiple bodies spread through it. Some had a broken neck. I saved the game. This one room had screen that showed one of her friends wearing a leather bodysuit doing suggestive poses, she looked lifeless and the screen said something like "you get to use her!". Interacting with the bodies gets you more insight into who each of these people were and how did they mean to her, but it also increased the sanity meter. She was not mourning initially, she was basically commentating on the bodies you interacted with, describing in few details their current states. She was about to breakdown with each interaction. There was a trash can with many heads inside of it, when interacted with she said "All for some dick and boobs...". I interacted with it again, she saif something like "all of this madness just because you wanted some cock, boobs, sex, and you don't care about anything else" I accidentally made the sanity meter go past the middle section by doing this, and she changed her appearance instantly in a ray of light, which pushed the objects in her surrounding away. Now she had a skirt, short black hair, and a work uniform. She had a serious and angry look now, tired as well, and she looked more baddass. She didn't have a staff anymore, but she still seemed very strong, I could tell by looking at the knockback of the objects such as the bench when they are punched, and she could make more combos, she seemed stronger in a way but more reliant on her surroundings. She was a lot better when grabbing an object or pushing it than it was before. I loaded my save because I didn't mean to get her into that state, so now she has pink hair, a dress, and a staff, and I moved on to the next room which was the party at the cockpit. There was music, the room was dark with multicolored lights coming from the top, there were a lot of monsters inside, hundreds, but they all ignored her because they were so busy partying and using the body parts in sexual manners. There was a band on the stage which was at the end of the cockpit. It was a large cockpit. She walked past all the monsters and ended in the center of it, to then start speaking in a voice louder than the music which caused the music to stop. She said "This is what it was all for!? Just some sex and drugs and boobs and cock!? Why- I- there's so much more to life, it can't all be this! Don't you realize we all have lives and..." She kept on going, breaking down and ranting, as she was saying "we can still be friends and make a powerful alliance, you can have all the sex you want and more than this if you can stop killin-" there was a very strong sound of a hit, as if someone was hit with metal, and a sudden black screen. Text appeared that said that she was hit by a electric guitar, and lost consciousness. There were no signs of her after. I loaded my save, back to before she got into the cockpit, and interacted with all the bodies multiple times to find all the dialogue. In the process she also changed appearance again. I saw the windows and I was curious if you could break them, because unlike other windows, on the other side of this window you could see there were platforms you could stand on. So I threw a plant into the window, then broke the other windows because I felt like it, and I jumped in. When I jumped in, the game changed to 3d third person perspective with a camera that follows behind, she had her own 3d model. There was loot outside, different from what the pink version of her was getting. There were bullets, coins, and chocolate. You could get on top of the roof of buildings, and a few buildings ahead you could see grenades I could take. As I approached the grenades, the dream ended and I woke up. I guess my brain crashed from the graphics.

I know there are many holes, but remember, this was a dream so I feel like there's not much I can do about it. I know people like bad ends for example, and I know there are barely any insects doing sexual things.

Even if this grosses me out, I want to follow the development of this game, it's just the first time I had heard of something like this and I like it. Usually when I find a fetish I dislike, I want to learn to like it, it's just something I like to do. I tried to like this, but I can't, I just have too many bad memories about insects, if I didn't have those memories I could probably enjoy it the same way many people did.